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Life is better than ever.
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Or am I just saying that?
I feel so lonely.
I feel so lonely.
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I... uh...
2 min read
I'm gone
I'm here
I'm mad
but I'm weird
I give up
On myself
I never give up
On my love
I try
to forget
but there's not enough time
to get away
to get AWAY GAGAGAGAGAGGH
I wish there was a drug I could take that would rip my soul out of my body and end my dreaming, end my hopes, end my crushing infinite disappointment. I wish I could stop wishing.
I learned to talk to inanimate objects in order to vent my frustrations.
I'm now fairly acquainted with Rooms 350 and 351. 350 was quiet but polite, 351 came off as a bit of an asshole at first but I realized it was a pretty cool room anyway.
Things have different personalities and no one sees them.
Life is full of patterns, webs of coincidences, connecting at the seems of time and space... do you see these webs? Do you see we're all the same? Nobody is special... I wonder what my thoughts are. I wonder how many have thought them before. Are they recycled?
Is it good for the environment for me the think thoughts already thunk?
I'm here
I'm mad
but I'm weird
I give up
On myself
I never give up
On my love
I try
to forget
but there's not enough time
to get away
to get AWAY GAGAGAGAGAGGH
I wish there was a drug I could take that would rip my soul out of my body and end my dreaming, end my hopes, end my crushing infinite disappointment. I wish I could stop wishing.
I learned to talk to inanimate objects in order to vent my frustrations.
I'm now fairly acquainted with Rooms 350 and 351. 350 was quiet but polite, 351 came off as a bit of an asshole at first but I realized it was a pretty cool room anyway.
Things have different personalities and no one sees them.
Life is full of patterns, webs of coincidences, connecting at the seems of time and space... do you see these webs? Do you see we're all the same? Nobody is special... I wonder what my thoughts are. I wonder how many have thought them before. Are they recycled?
Is it good for the environment for me the think thoughts already thunk?
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Oh you
1 min read
I miss you
And I wonder how you feel about me too
Do you miss the way we would play
And waste our time away?
Suddenly, we’re apart
And I can’t see you everynight
Though we fight I love you so much
Now I can’t feel your touch
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout
For your love
‘Cause I’m drifting further from you everyday
Driving by your place everynight
I used to feel alright
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
Feeling fancies everynight
When I dreamed to be alright
Oh love
Oh love
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout
And I wonder how you feel about me too
Do you miss the way we would play
And waste our time away?
Suddenly, we’re apart
And I can’t see you everynight
Though we fight I love you so much
Now I can’t feel your touch
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout
For your love
‘Cause I’m drifting further from you everyday
Driving by your place everynight
I used to feel alright
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
Feeling fancies everynight
When I dreamed to be alright
Oh love
Oh love
Oh girlfriend
That’s the end
And I’m lost without your love
Oh love
In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout
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WOOP.
1 min read
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUZyDe…
^my thoughts on everything
EVER WANTED TO LISTEN TO ME TALK FOR TEN MINUTES?
WELL NOW'S YOUR CHANCE
^my thoughts on everything
EVER WANTED TO LISTEN TO ME TALK FOR TEN MINUTES?
WELL NOW'S YOUR CHANCE
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OH LOOK. It's about 2011.
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MY LAST JOURNAL WAS ON MARCH SEVENTEENTH, TWO THOUSAND EIGHT.
Do you realize... that's... almost 3 years ago?
It's effing amazing how time flies. Sad really.
I am a completely different person from then. My mind is so awful now. I feel like I'm going to throw up from all the emotional rollercoastering it puts me through. Right now I feel so awful and disappointed and hateful and sad and regretful and in ten minutes I'll probably feel completely content with life!
There was a time when I was really stupid. And... I mean, REALLY. Really stupid.
You know what? I still am stupid. There is so much mystery out there, waiting for me.
Do you realize... that's... almost 3 years ago?
It's effing amazing how time flies. Sad really.
I am a completely different person from then. My mind is so awful now. I feel like I'm going to throw up from all the emotional rollercoastering it puts me through. Right now I feel so awful and disappointed and hateful and sad and regretful and in ten minutes I'll probably feel completely content with life!
There was a time when I was really stupid. And... I mean, REALLY. Really stupid.
You know what? I still am stupid. There is so much mystery out there, waiting for me.
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